I don't want to operate on fear, insecurity, and anxiety anymore. In fact, I have no reason to. As usual, my fiscal year has signaled the end of my waiting period and the start of my blessing period again. When the rains come and when the schools open, that's when I notice God's blessings.
This month, I have found new opportunities previously unimaginable and unreachable for me. I have enjoyed healed relationships that are even stronger than they were before. I have felt the end of my time of pruning and testing, and the beginning of another season in my life.
That cliche about the caterpillar being in a cocoon to make way for a beautiful butterfly? It's true. The analogy of the ugliness of the caterpillar trapped in a dark cocoon for an unbearable period that results in a colorful, ethereal creature finds consistency in the life of a Christian.
Yes, God speaks. He directs. He moves. He listens. I have uttered prayers to Him in desperation, about things beyond my control but which were oppressing me, and He came through for me. He answered my prayers the way I asked Him to. He opened new doors. I only had to wait for Him. It's frustrating to listen to this when you don't see the light at the end of the tunnel, but take it from me. I have seen Him work in my life too many times.
From darkness and uncertainty, I am on my way to a future filled with hope and light. I cannot write the details now, but I will soon enough.
For now, I want to share my joy, and to proclaim that God is good. He has saved me from my personal distress and I have Him to thank for all these. There are still many details to iron out, and many challenges to face, but I am assured that I am almost there. To the next step.