I remembered one reason why my day went haywire: I forgot to have my prayer time this morning. I rarely forget anymore, after learning the habit since 1993. Forgotten prayer times mean incoherent mornings and disorganized days.
When I finally sat down to quietly come before God, I was delighted to read the reflection from Sabbath today, written by Fr. Chito Dimaranan, SDB. This is apt for me now as I juggle so many activities and struggle with my priorities:
Responsible people care even for things that are not their own, and even for stuff they would no longer benefit from. Responsible stewards go beyond what is expected of them and dedicate themselves to pursuits that would redound to the future generations. Reprehensible, instead, are those who worry about nothing else but amassing wealth for themselves.
Today’s liturgy would have us think beyond responsibility as far as stewardship is concerned. The Lord expects more. He wants us, His stewards, to be faithful and prudent, in addition to being responsible. Fidelity and prudence in stewardship have to do with watchfulness and dedication to duty, even when no one is looking. It has to do with being about our business, even when there is no deadline to meet. And it means applying oneself to duty in view of the future, even if the future is uncertain.
Yes, I will go back to my tasks with love, thinking about what will benefit future generations. I will be a good steward of my time and talents. If only I had read this before I started this hectic day.